Blog 11.

She call me sarcastic,a cynic,a critic.

Then,he say Im invisible.Im see-through.not vivid.

Then,they say Im a loser,a coward.over-semiotic.

I say pull out your tongues out of my hole.

they're ticklish.

enough of the compliments.

Im taking the dogs for a walk.

nak ikut? 

meh la.

u dog,i hot.

HOTDOGS?

defaq.

Oh and if you are still a virgin,considered this is a literal penetration of my majestic genital up to you backtreet boys hole.And if you are not,extra lubrication would help through the tropical rainforest.

U dont understand this.U dont even read this.

U will just think this is for you.or you'll pretend you got this.

Fuck your clever brain,you clever people.

I admire you guys the most.enslave me.

p/s :sorry again for the words,if theyr offensive.

Blog 10

You see,

I hurt a friend so bad,I punish myself for that.A year.

A year I punish myself.

last night,I say "aw stop it you."

Heh.

So aku dah malas nak berak tandas duduk lagi.

aku nak tandas cangkung.baru kampung.

So tahi lalat di hidung itu,macam buruj.sebab aku tiba2 rasa macam lanun.I need guide.

Time to pamper myself.

Blog 09

I dont curse at people,I dont get mad at them.

These sexy  people,always forget who they are.

They mess with my zone.interfere with what I like.

Im so pissed,but I aint conveyin that to them.

They are just too cute to even be fingered.


I ran.I go away.then I punch something else.


But,it seems not relevant no more.the escapism.

So,I changed my way.

Politely,I fuck you.

I guess manners dont rhymes well with my name\,starting last friday.

So I follow the flow.

In due respect,cunty cunt,behave.

p/s : sorry hon I changed my writing.Im sick of pretending lately baby.

blog 08

gator.

people had this instinct to have family.

to have a group of people where they know they can give everything you need.feel secured.feel surrounded.

I guess some got this homesick feeling,of missing families,because of such instinct.

I guess thats why some people chase for friendship.

they need to get accompanied.to not walk alone.to not do things alone.

cunty-cunt backstreet boys.

blog 07

Romantic movies give unrealistic expectations to girls about guys.

Porn do the same thing to the dudes.

blog 06

I still don’t have anything significant.

Im not in my dream figure.

Im not earning any more than 800$ monthly.

My education progress is not really impressive.

Nothing really follow the plan.basically.

Any talents I had,or as I believed I had,are very average.

An average john cant really fit the future.

I mean,

I was just joking about my plan to sell currypuffs in London.

two decades of living.

may this new decade makes a better man.

blog 05

I think,

Every once in a while,I will need some times to be just alone.

It is to break the swing of the pendulum.the momentum of life.

what goes fast will end faster.

May my balls swing harder after this.

My metaphorical balls.

Like literally.

blog 04

One lesson of life today;

I THINK,

If you are a funny person,

It is hard for people to take you seriously.

Many of us thinks they can be funny at one time and serious at another,

But I guess once people take you as a clown,you might always be a clown.

humour and stupid jokes,they are two big different things.

being funny and being dumb,also are different.

been there done that.*laugh

we got two different names in class,class comedian,and class clown.the latter is not so beneficial.

*Unless you think a clown working out at a gym is sexy,then no offence.

blog 03

Consciously pretending that I am happy eats me from inside.

"I think I am therefore I am."

hypnotize yourself baby.

manner and fake expressions are very easy to blend together.

the first is good,the latter is not so healthy.

hypocrisy is but a mask,but it can really step in and take over the steering.

many people are but a walking dead today.

blog 02

I have most fun when its about getting a girl to fall in love with us.

Then when we have them,its who we are,how we are raised,what inspired us that decide the outcome.whether served,or left cold.

Some just want to go for the numbers.for the record .

Some just want to experiment with life.getting physical.

Some just don’t want to be alone.they cant be alone.life is that according to them.

And some,just want to flirt.the trill is tempting.

I am retired now though.

blog 01

Ive deleted the older posts.It is very mind-uttering to even know that I used to write such things.this blog will then be a travel blog,and my voice out medium.

getting older hey.