Blog 10

You see,

I hurt a friend so bad,I punish myself for that.A year.

A year I punish myself.

last night,I say "aw stop it you."

Heh.

So aku dah malas nak berak tandas duduk lagi.

aku nak tandas cangkung.baru kampung.

So tahi lalat di hidung itu,macam buruj.sebab aku tiba2 rasa macam lanun.I need guide.

Time to pamper myself.

Blog 09

I dont curse at people,I dont get mad at them.

These sexy  people,always forget who they are.

They mess with my zone.interfere with what I like.

Im so pissed,but I aint conveyin that to them.

They are just too cute to even be fingered.


I ran.I go away.then I punch something else.


But,it seems not relevant no more.the escapism.

So,I changed my way.

Politely,I fuck you.

I guess manners dont rhymes well with my name\,starting last friday.

So I follow the flow.

In due respect,cunty cunt,behave.

p/s : sorry hon I changed my writing.Im sick of pretending lately baby.

blog 08

gator.

people had this instinct to have family.

to have a group of people where they know they can give everything you need.feel secured.feel surrounded.

I guess some got this homesick feeling,of missing families,because of such instinct.

I guess thats why some people chase for friendship.

they need to get accompanied.to not walk alone.to not do things alone.

cunty-cunt backstreet boys.

blog 07

Romantic movies give unrealistic expectations to girls about guys.

Porn do the same thing to the dudes.

blog 06

I still don’t have anything significant.

Im not in my dream figure.

Im not earning any more than 800$ monthly.

My education progress is not really impressive.

Nothing really follow the plan.basically.

Any talents I had,or as I believed I had,are very average.

An average john cant really fit the future.

I mean,

I was just joking about my plan to sell currypuffs in London.

two decades of living.

may this new decade makes a better man.