blog 13

#1 when you live your life with no expectation,

life seems bigger,you know.

try stop dreaming,

see how pleasant the little surprises are.


#2 When you cant share your views with your friends,

keep it for yourself.

I mean if I like green,and you like K,doesnt mean we cant click,no.

I do my stuff,you do yours.then we hang on thursday.


#3 I get a hard-on when I see you,

that doesnt make me love you.

thats maybe because you are sexy.

but then thats it.

Empty.

#4 A friend of mine,big as buffalo,cried like pig when he got dumped.

even a buffalo can be a pig on some events.

Hence,remember,people change.

dont get too attached to people.


# 5 Do more,think less.

then sit back,relax.

you'll know what Im trying to say.


#6 you've been there,you've done that.

Its hundred times better than you think you want to go there,you think you want to do that.

Bear in mind though,for some poeple,real life never get as pretty as dreams.


p\s : these are footnotes in my head last night.piles of trash.

BLog 12

Im writing again in this blog.

I was a little happy,I got my first book out in store.

I mean,our book.we wrote it together.

At least I got something to share.


I am concsiously amazed now,

Amazed at how fluent God had been taken care of me,while I was living my life purely by the toss of the coins before.by pure chance of luck

tails for no,head for yes.always like that.

I saved the brain for other purpose other than thinking of the acts and consequences.

Now Im sure,a soul demands growing up.

Blog 11.

She call me sarcastic,a cynic,a critic.

Then,he say Im invisible.Im see-through.not vivid.

Then,they say Im a loser,a coward.over-semiotic.

I say pull out your tongues out of my hole.

they're ticklish.

enough of the compliments.

Im taking the dogs for a walk.

nak ikut? 

meh la.

u dog,i hot.

HOTDOGS?

defaq.

Oh and if you are still a virgin,considered this is a literal penetration of my majestic genital up to you backtreet boys hole.And if you are not,extra lubrication would help through the tropical rainforest.

U dont understand this.U dont even read this.

U will just think this is for you.or you'll pretend you got this.

Fuck your clever brain,you clever people.

I admire you guys the most.enslave me.

p/s :sorry again for the words,if theyr offensive.

Blog 10

You see,

I hurt a friend so bad,I punish myself for that.A year.

A year I punish myself.

last night,I say "aw stop it you."

Heh.

So aku dah malas nak berak tandas duduk lagi.

aku nak tandas cangkung.baru kampung.

So tahi lalat di hidung itu,macam buruj.sebab aku tiba2 rasa macam lanun.I need guide.

Time to pamper myself.

Blog 09

I dont curse at people,I dont get mad at them.

These sexy  people,always forget who they are.

They mess with my zone.interfere with what I like.

Im so pissed,but I aint conveyin that to them.

They are just too cute to even be fingered.


I ran.I go away.then I punch something else.


But,it seems not relevant no more.the escapism.

So,I changed my way.

Politely,I fuck you.

I guess manners dont rhymes well with my name\,starting last friday.

So I follow the flow.

In due respect,cunty cunt,behave.

p/s : sorry hon I changed my writing.Im sick of pretending lately baby.