- I havent changed.Only deviate myself from the masses.I came to an understanding that being unnoticed means being left unjudged.which is good for my self-esteem.
- People get easy on me,when i dont suggest ideas or views.To implement new elements upon other mind is inappropriate in the modern days,as each of us is capable in deriving self-contained ideas in the perpectives of matters.However if asked,it is to be given appropriately and non-excessively.
- Life goes on fast,when you are clear of what are you doing in life.Routine is after all not bad,its a counter mechanism for motivation deficiency and lack of enthusiasm.
- Respect earned is respect given.To respect is not just to show respect,but to understand and provide reasons for respect paid.
- Im different,but to treat me as weird,its an insult.an acceptable insult.I discovered that the way I look at things are enormously different from the majority,but I convinced myself that it was a strength,not a weakness.
- labels we put on people are in basic determine the way we treat them,and such way would only burden us in our act to co-exisit with them.
- People are fluctuating in emotions and attributes,to rely on such elements would only render our view of life to change constantly,changing us indirectly.Which is bad for self-determination,and cause delay in the search for the purposes of our existence.We then would get too old to start a change which would have been beneficial in maximizing the functions of life.
- To set motions to our effort upon something is important,provided the base of such motions are religions and self-constraint.
- World does resolve around you.to say otherwise means you are willing to accept that you are okay with the fact that you are being shaped by the community.Community transcends and changes through time.You,on the other hand is not going to be another person.
Sabtu, 11 Januari 2014
Hot chick,flabby tummy.
Isnin, 16 September 2013
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Good thing is,i supposed i found myself alongside the days i spent here.
Bad thing,my life havent move much,if achievement or success is what indicates the movement.
I like the feeling of growing up.
Things are looking clearer now.
To any who read this,ive got a thing to share.
If you cant accept who you are,then others wont bother to even start knowing you.
#thepretenders/foofighters
Isnin, 18 Mac 2013
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life seems bigger,you know.
try stop dreaming,
see how pleasant the little surprises are.
#2 When you cant share your views with your friends,
keep it for yourself.
I mean if I like green,and you like K,doesnt mean we cant click,no.
I do my stuff,you do yours.then we hang on thursday.
#3 I get a hard-on when I see you,
that doesnt make me love you.
thats maybe because you are sexy.
but then thats it.
Empty.
#4 A friend of mine,big as buffalo,cried like pig when he got dumped.
even a buffalo can be a pig on some events.
Hence,remember,people change.
dont get too attached to people.
# 5 Do more,think less.
then sit back,relax.
you'll know what Im trying to say.
#6 you've been there,you've done that.
Its hundred times better than you think you want to go there,you think you want to do that.
Bear in mind though,for some poeple,real life never get as pretty as dreams.
p\s : these are footnotes in my head last night.piles of trash.
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I was a little happy,I got my first book out in store.
I mean,our book.we wrote it together.
At least I got something to share.
I am concsiously amazed now,
Amazed at how fluent God had been taken care of me,while I was living my life purely by the toss of the coins before.by pure chance of luck
tails for no,head for yes.always like that.
I saved the brain for other purpose other than thinking of the acts and consequences.
Now Im sure,a soul demands growing up.
Rabu, 18 Julai 2012
Blog 11.
u dog,i hot.
HOTDOGS?
defaq.
Oh and if you are still a virgin,considered this is a literal penetration of my majestic genital up to you backtreet boys hole.And if you are not,extra lubrication would help through the tropical rainforest.
U dont understand this.U dont even read this.
U will just think this is for you.or you'll pretend you got this.
Fuck your clever brain,you clever people.
I admire you guys the most.enslave me.
p/s :sorry again for the words,if theyr offensive.
Blog 10
I hurt a friend so bad,I punish myself for that.A year.
A year I punish myself.
last night,I say "aw stop it you."
Heh.
So aku dah malas nak berak tandas duduk lagi.
aku nak tandas cangkung.baru kampung.
So tahi lalat di hidung itu,macam buruj.sebab aku tiba2 rasa macam lanun.I need guide.
Time to pamper myself.
Blog 09
These sexy people,always forget who they are.
They mess with my zone.interfere with what I like.
Im so pissed,but I aint conveyin that to them.
They are just too cute to even be fingered.
I ran.I go away.then I punch something else.
But,it seems not relevant no more.the escapism.
So,I changed my way.
Politely,I fuck you.
I guess manners dont rhymes well with my name\,starting last friday.
So I follow the flow.
In due respect,cunty cunt,behave.
p/s : sorry hon I changed my writing.Im sick of pretending lately baby.
Ahad, 8 Januari 2012
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Isnin, 2 Januari 2012
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blog 06
I still don’t have anything significant.
Im not in my dream figure.
Nothing really follow the plan.basically.
An average john cant really fit the future.
two decades of living.
may this new decade makes a better man.
blog 05
I think,
Every once in a while,I will need some times to be just alone.
It is to break the swing of the pendulum.the momentum of life.
what goes fast will end faster.
blog 04
One lesson of life today;
I THINK,
If you are a funny person,
It is hard for people to take you seriously.
Many of us thinks they can be funny at one time and serious at another,
But I guess once people take you as a clown,you might always be a clown.
humour and stupid jokes,they are two big different things.
being funny and being dumb,also are different.
been there done that.*laugh
we got two different names in class,class comedian,and class clown.the latter is not so beneficial.
*Unless you think a clown working out at a gym is sexy,then no offence.
blog 03
Consciously pretending that I am happy eats me from inside.
hypnotize yourself baby.
manner and fake expressions are very easy to blend together.
the first is good,the latter is not so healthy.
hypocrisy is but a mask,but it can really step in and take over the steering.
many people are but a walking dead today.
blog 02
I have most fun when its about getting a girl to fall in love with us.
Then when we have them,its who we are,how we are raised,what inspired us that decide the outcome.whether served,or left cold.
Some just want to go for the numbers.for the record .
Some just want to experiment with life.getting physical.
Some just don’t want to be alone.they cant be alone.life is that according to them.
And some,just want to flirt.the trill is tempting.
I am retired now though.